0925

I knew this day would come.
Today I broke my heart into pieces and buried the bloody shards.

I remembered.

0629

Everybody bleeds when broken.
Everybody.
It's the scars that numb the soul until you decide to grow and live again.

0628

"The body achieves what the mind believes."
Somebody once told me that  everything is a state of mind.
Frighteningly true.

0627

Perhaps it was the early morning breakfast that snagged her heart, causing it to start beating again.
Hasn't stopped since.

0626

My heart breaks.
How do you heal an abuser?
How do you recover from abuse?
Yes it takes two.
Always.

0625

Once upon a time, as dawn broke she fell in love with the way the sun glistened on her skin.

0624

I miss you as a flower misses the sun on a stormy day.
The warmth of your presence revives me.

0623

Memories betray me. A flicker of thought carrying an array of feelings. Wandering through them before descending into senselessness again.

0622

It's frightening how I can feel so numb. There's emptiness and there's numbness.
Overwhelmed with emotions, the heart shuts down.

0621

Aside from trust and relationships, one of the things I value in this life is a good conversation.
Mind-altering kind.

0620

Sometimes you just have to make the choice, do the jump and then think about the consequences.
Easier. Saner. Manageable.

0619

For the first time in 16 years I'm not celebrating today.
Rather, I'm thinking about what I've done, should've done.

0618

What dictates the bonds between two people?
Is it our mind? our emotions?
Some strange mix of fate and providence.

0617

At one point I found myself asking - was I really happy?
I was content, but I was not happy.
Sighs.