Thursday, September 30, 2010

30

How does it feel to exist in silence? To walk through a busy crowd unnoticed? To live unheard, unseen, unknown.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

29

I missed a day in reflection. What happened?! Feels odd to know time passed and not know where it went.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

28

I should've been warned, one of the signs of "growing up" is treating holidays as time to get housework done.

Monday, September 27, 2010

27

Watching how the house gets cleaned in hours and messed up in minutes. Yes, housework is an endless task.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

25

Hate the fact I have to end each day in sleep, yet regret that having to wake to start one.

Friday, September 24, 2010

24

How much can a relationship change you? How many times have you looked back and dreaded what you've become? Frightening.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

23

If only thoughts could be heard - mine would be the loving quietness that sings you to sleep each night.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

22

Never again!

The words were everywhere as we remembered Martial Law. Militarization. Oppression. Persecution. Authoritarian corruption. Fear.

It's still alive.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

21

You will always remember each conversation you have with God. For it is a message heard from your own heart.

Monday, September 20, 2010

20

I checked Google and was surprised. Uranus and Jupiter were aligned, mirroring Venus on the opposite side of the sky.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

19

My Mondays start on Sunday evenings. Everybody's fast asleep. I'm wonderfully alone. My mind starts humming and the spirit sings...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

18

"They won't let us go you know," my son said as he looked around the house. "Yes." I said knowingly.

Friday, September 17, 2010

17

There's an interesting similarity between being drunk and being sick. You don't control anything -even if you think you do.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

16

I hate being sick. Everything slows down to the rhythm of your heartbeat till it stops. Your feelings... your thoughts...

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

15

There are just so many hours in one day. Some stretch longer than others. Some, I just sleep it away.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

14

Quietly, softly, lovingly... I visit, bless and touch the people I love. Some stir. Some answer back with equal measure.

Monday, September 13, 2010

13

I feel the flu. I let it run its course. After taking meds, I felt myself ALLOW it to happen.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

12

How important is it for you to have somebody who "knows" you? Everything you strive to hide from everyone?

Saturday, September 11, 2010

11

I walk through a sleeping house and its silence fills me. The darkness consumes me. I am blessed with Knowing.

Friday, September 10, 2010

10

Sometimes I wish I had money to take care of everybody. My son's sick. Am glad am here for him.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

9

Importance is a state of mind, just as insecurity is. One creates you, the other destroys you. Willingly. Deeply. Completely.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

8

Mother never fails to remind me that I am "underachieving". I could be somebody great. But... I AM already "Great".

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

7

Sometimes when I come across what I've done, I'd marvel at the energy and thought that created such beautiful piece.

Monday, September 6, 2010

6

When I'm angry, I sit back and keep quiet. I rant, I cry within the walls of my mind.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

5

The stillness of the night catches me at 3am as I do the laundry. I have missed you, my friend.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

4

It isn't difficult to write with utter concentration and then command images to flow from the imagination? Drives me insane.

Friday, September 3, 2010

3

Image after image pours out of my mind. All I see are lines, lines, lines! People, objects, movements... in lines!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

2

My mind's exploding with words. It screams in its own chaotic silence. A thousand quiet voices chattering in two languages.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

1

Oh the beauty of emptiness.
What it might be.
Could be.
What might have been.
Still be
Possibilities.
Waiting.
Promising.